Tuesday, November 17, 2009
My baby is 6...
How does time fly so quickly, just last night she was 5, last week i gave birth to her ; pretty, small and pink..
My baby it 6 now mashallah, no longer a baby. I know that I have always treated her like a grownup, even when she was very little, I only saw how tiny she was in pictures.. And due to major turbulence in my married life since she was born, I never really had the chance to appreciate her first year well... and now since the divorce, it wasn't that easy either.. And she is growing fast, I better treat her existence in my life like the blessing it is...
Just now i was seeing a picture of her when she was a few months old.. How like a different person she seems now, it's like I am having a new daughter, the old little one was gone forever and can never be back again.. Just now I understand what my mom used to say about missing me when I was a baby, I used to say " but mom how can it be? it's the same me..! " but she was right, it's not the same person.. She is someone else now, but someone I love as much if not more than before.. My love grows each day with her growth, and I couldn't imagine that this can be even possible.
May Allah keep you safe and happy my precious.. May your life be better than mine.. May you never have anything to do with anyone who would let u down, or make u feel less about yourself.. And may you forgive your mom when you grow up for not being the most cheerful person on earth.. But she is for sure, the one who loves you the most..
I love you baby.. :x