The month with all the sad news..

7amdillah, so far it is a month that had too much sadness, after my uncle's sudden death Allah yir7amu, we received the news my stepfather passing away last week. He was sick with cancer, but it didn't kill him, he died with something else, and suddenly too.. Allah yir7amu, he was a great step dad for me, treated me just like his own and loved me a lot. I loved him too, but after him splitting up with my mom we weren't close to each other, but I am thankful that I talked to him one last time in his final days..


I know too much sadness gets me into depression , and I am struggling with that as it is, but we have a belief that they are all in better place inshallah, and that they would have wanted us to be happy and move on with life.. Life goes on and they will always be in our hearts.


It wasn't all sad news, I did a very interesting thing too , something I always wished for and enjoyed it to the max.. But I feel my stepfather deserves a whole post, so I will talk about that later on inshallah.

May you rest in peace, you will be forever in our hearts.. I love you.

Sad heart..

It seems like it was ages ago that I was talking about London and the good times we had there.. This last week was so hard on all my family, and many others too.
My beloved uncle passed away in his sleep.. He was 57 and he was in general good health. We were with him the night before, and we were joking around and laughing. I consider myself lucky to have seen him that night.

The news was very shocking to all of us, we were in fear of his dad-my grandfather- passing away any minute, since he is very sick and old.. But Allah chose my uncle to go..He is greatly missed.

He was a great person, everyone loved him, and everyone had something good to say about him. He was a very good son to his parents, and they are in a very sad condition, now that he is gone.

We all miss him and keep thinking that he might come back suddenly, like he went suddenly.. But we have faith in our hearts that he is inshallah in a better place, and we will join him there someday inshallah.

Goodbye my dear uncle, you were very understanding to me and my sadness once.. and you will always be in my heart and thoughts.. I love you.

We did this, we did that...

Although it was only a 7 day trip, we did manage to squeese in a few nice things, and a  lot of shopping, for what is London without the shopping lol

We managed to see most of the important sights, and shopped at most of the well known areas, just so that the kiddo will remember she did see the famous things in London.

I'll leave you with some pics of our trip, hope to do it again soon..

at the blue water mall in Kent

 The next morning of the wedding, walking around at the farm which it was held in

 Acting girly in madame Tussuad's

 All those sweets, we wanted all .. :P

 In the London's eye with big ben in the background

 Went crazy at the Disney store! we both did lol

 With the birds in front of the sea life aquarium in London.. It was a cold day

 Cute little sign in front of a nice shop.. Isn't she cute mashallah?

And I also wish to have a prayer for my friends in Egypt, through these hard times, I am not able to reach them to see how r they doing. I just wish they are all well.