The month with all the sad news..

7amdillah, so far it is a month that had too much sadness, after my uncle's sudden death Allah yir7amu, we received the news my stepfather passing away last week. He was sick with cancer, but it didn't kill him, he died with something else, and suddenly too.. Allah yir7amu, he was a great step dad for me, treated me just like his own and loved me a lot. I loved him too, but after him splitting up with my mom we weren't close to each other, but I am thankful that I talked to him one last time in his final days..


I know too much sadness gets me into depression , and I am struggling with that as it is, but we have a belief that they are all in better place inshallah, and that they would have wanted us to be happy and move on with life.. Life goes on and they will always be in our hearts.


It wasn't all sad news, I did a very interesting thing too , something I always wished for and enjoyed it to the max.. But I feel my stepfather deserves a whole post, so I will talk about that later on inshallah.

May you rest in peace, you will be forever in our hearts.. I love you.

Sad heart..

It seems like it was ages ago that I was talking about London and the good times we had there.. This last week was so hard on all my family, and many others too.
My beloved uncle passed away in his sleep.. He was 57 and he was in general good health. We were with him the night before, and we were joking around and laughing. I consider myself lucky to have seen him that night.

The news was very shocking to all of us, we were in fear of his dad-my grandfather- passing away any minute, since he is very sick and old.. But Allah chose my uncle to go..He is greatly missed.

He was a great person, everyone loved him, and everyone had something good to say about him. He was a very good son to his parents, and they are in a very sad condition, now that he is gone.

We all miss him and keep thinking that he might come back suddenly, like he went suddenly.. But we have faith in our hearts that he is inshallah in a better place, and we will join him there someday inshallah.

Goodbye my dear uncle, you were very understanding to me and my sadness once.. and you will always be in my heart and thoughts.. I love you.

We did this, we did that...

Although it was only a 7 day trip, we did manage to squeese in a few nice things, and a  lot of shopping, for what is London without the shopping lol

We managed to see most of the important sights, and shopped at most of the well known areas, just so that the kiddo will remember she did see the famous things in London.

I'll leave you with some pics of our trip, hope to do it again soon..

at the blue water mall in Kent

 The next morning of the wedding, walking around at the farm which it was held in

 Acting girly in madame Tussuad's

 All those sweets, we wanted all .. :P

 In the London's eye with big ben in the background

 Went crazy at the Disney store! we both did lol

 With the birds in front of the sea life aquarium in London.. It was a cold day

 Cute little sign in front of a nice shop.. Isn't she cute mashallah?

And I also wish to have a prayer for my friends in Egypt, through these hard times, I am not able to reach them to see how r they doing. I just wish they are all well.

I Love Cath Kidston...! and other things.

I came back from an 8 days trip to England, the main reason for it was to attend my sister's wedding, the other reason was to visit a Cath Kidston shop...kidding lol :P

The wedding was so lovely mashallah, the couple looked great and I wish them happiness from all my heart. The whole atmosphere was very friendly and joyfull , we had a great time and made new friends.. I am so glad I could make it.

It was cold but I was stronger than I feared and took it well,I even enjoyed it!.. After a three days stay for the wedding with my family, we went to London to have a 4 day sight seeing , shopping and friend-meeting vacation.
I met my friend who went to live there a year ago with her family and had a great time, and mom's friend came and stayed with us for a while.

And we come to the best thing in my trip... CATH KIDSTON....yaaay !!
I was dreaming a lot of visiting a shop, and buying one of each of thier good things ... I got many things but not as much as I hoped for... I will have to go again and again inshallah...

So that's all for now, I'll have to comeback with more pictures after I put what I bought in the right places, but here is a glimpse, I got those from London after admiring them online for some time ;)

Have a nice week.

A new adventure

Ok so I guess I will have to stop making excuses for not posting , since it looks like it's gonna become a habit, and I don't really have any excuse !

Lately I have been in a hibernation kind of mood, it's getting a bit colder ( as cold as it gets in my part of earth!) and my body is slowing down.
We have been busy preparing for our trip to England to attend my sister's wedding inshallah, I feel so excited and yet a lot worried. It's very cold there I fear for the kiddo who has been ill for the last few weeks, and for myself since my body hasn't been functioning well lately!
Plus of course having to wear tons of clothes which will make breathing harder and moving a challenge.. :P

But it has been a long time since I last went there, 10 years to be precise , when I went to buy my wedding dress. And now I am going for another wedding , my lovely sister.. I wish it will be a great day and that she will have a great life with her love.

I will also be meeting my friend who went there a year ago with her family, so I am excited about that, I missed her and my other friend who is in Canada now, hope to be together again for ladies night out like the old days.

So tomorrow night inshallah we will be off to England, hope the weather will be gentle on us and hope my body will be good to me ;)

Screening my place

My place is lovely mashallah and I am mad about it.. But, It has no entrance.. you walk in the door straight to the living room.. And I mean straight..!

So being the privacy freak I am , plus it is important to be covered from the outer world, I had many ideas to have a barrier next to the door separating it from the living room, even if partially.
But the room is already smallish and every clever thought I had meant taking from the space, and I love to have space.

So mom suggested I use one of her divider screens, she had them from long time ago and is being used once a week.I agreed for sure, because I already looked hard for good screens and I couldn't find, and I needed to separate the areas now with what I got till I find a better one. The problem is it looks bland.

So i managed to make it more me using a roll of wall paper I got from Laura Ashley while in Bahrain.. I think it looks much better.

At least we don't have to move every time we have to open the door :P
Our neighbor bought a small bunny, and my little princess fell in love with it, they came visiting one day and I couldn't resist taking pictures...

Hope you have a good week.

2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..!

It's the year of the cat.. Or so I heard.!I am going to make this year my year inshallah, no that doesn't mean I will be the cat :P
I ended last year with positive thoughts, and 7amdilla woke up to the new year with happy feelings. I have to try doing that more often, daily maybe ;)

So 2010 wasn't that good with me , thanks to Allah in all ways, so I'm hoping 2011 would treat me better, and I'll do my best to attract good things to me, but the main thing I'll try to rediscover myself again.

Somehow along the way I lost myself, if I ever really knew me to begin with.. But I am seriously willing to meet me, the real me, and get aquainted with my true self.
To know who I am, what I  like, where i want to go.. that is going to be one big adventure.. One I am willing and eager to take.

So like every new year I have hopes and dreams, they were usually one of three things that don't change : find a loving man, be a mom and get thin.
I thought I got them all at one point , and then lost some. And thanks to Allah that I have one of those, I won't trade my motherhood with anything.
This year I will not wish for the man, or the weight loss.. I wish to love and accept and discover me.. and if those two came along I won't say no to that lol

So hope everyone in this life get what they want, and that 2011 be a happy year to all.

Hello..!

Well less than a month of no posts, phew not bad !
It was a somehow strange month, I fell sick right after the kiddo's B-day and stayed sick ( flew and coughing) for nearly the whole Eid vacation, then back to school routine came to us, and I had a rootcanal, then my mom fell and hurt her ankle, got into ER the next week and stayed in for the night then her uncle passed away..!
talk about being busy..

We are all well now 7amdillah, except for my great uncle may he rest in peace( Allah yir7amu) , it was a sad news but we felt that inshallah he will be in a better place since he was very sick and old. He was a great guy , his youngest is my age and I was always at their house playing while we were growing, I haven't seen him in many years, and I regret that, but I will always love him and remember how good he was with me and my mom.

So the whole family are in Jeddah now for the funeral, I stayed back for the schools and to check on my grandfather from time to time. Today I took the kiddo to Ikea, and guess what we ended up with sitting in our living room for the moment..

We always liked and wanted that , but it was very pricey.. Look how low it got now in the as-is section ..

I know, still pricey, and there is no room for it in her room currently, but it was too good a deal to ignore, and she is a girly girl who needs such a piece, so we will find a way to squeese it in inshallah :P

I talked sometime ago about the project I was working on, it's still not finished, but I will share a glimse with you, since i don't really know when it will finish, I am going to start working on the kiddo's room now..I hope she is settled on the theme now..!

So till next time, take care :)

Eid and Birthday

The last few days were fun filled mashalla, first it was Eid and we went with the whole family to Holiday Inn resort at the beach, like the last few years the kids had lots of fun times playing in the sand and running aroung all day mashallah.
Plus we had a good time taking pictures of them ;)

We got sick during that time, coughing and sore throat, but in general still enjoyed our Eid vacation.

My little princess turned seven on wednesday, I can't believe how time flies by so fast, it was just like yesterday they put her in my arms for the first time. I thank Allah for his gift, she is a precious one mashallah, even when she drives me crazy lol

the cake a made ( well decorated is more accurate )

We celebrated this year with the family in the resort, it was fun , missing my cousin's wife and good friend though, wish she comes back safely inshalla. And the kiddo had an early celebration with her dad and step mom two days before. So it was a nice birthday for her :)

Everyone is back at home now, I still feel a bit sick, trying to just relax for now, then I will resume my project inshallah and have a trip or two to Ikea , I got a gift card from my uncle , I wonder what can I get now lol.
Have a nice weekend.

Playing time..

We gather at my grandparent house almost every Friday, my uncles, cousins and kids. And the kids always like playing together with what toys they have , under the stairs.
It was a very crowded areas, like a storage space for what is good and what is not. And as a result the toys and games always end up in the dining area where they can find enough space for their wild imagination.

So my dear talented mom , mashallah, decided to make them a good playing area. It's a shame I don't have a before picture but imagine this one with lots of rubbish. And now take a look at this great space..

She wanted to paint it all and draw things there, but I got her some wall stickers for now. she hung a small swing , and put all the kiddo's old toys there for them to play.

*edited: more pics of the blackboard stickers:

Plus some touch lights she stuck to the ceiling to make the area more lit. And she is still adding to it , it's not really done yet.

The kids haven't seen the whole transformation yet, but my girl loves it.. I love it ! it feels like a tree house, under the stairs lol

And speaking of time.. I got me a new clock.. I adore it..! mashallah I just love it so much. I might wanna paint it white, but just a thought, this color looks good too.

We are going to the beach inshallah for a few days, I'll come with pictures soon , Have a nice Eid vacation and Happy Eid to all.